This day just keeps getting worse and worse

[schaeffer18]

I went to Hagerstown to get Invitations for my 16th birthday party, then we(the fam) decided to eat well of course its like 12:30 so every place is packed and so we all start fighting and then we all decided to come home and eat. Well the car ride was a bitch no one talked. Then i came home and checked my emails and its a never ending thing between me and a person. I care for him but i cant stop hurthing him and so i told him i just wanted to be friends, but he doesnt know that the reason i did that was so i would stop hurting him. I want to be with him but i dont want to be with him until i know that i can be with him and only him and love him. And the weird part is when we were together we told each other that we would get married. well ever since then that feeling has never disappeard, and i dont want it to.

On a lighter note, im getting my hair cut either today or tomorrow i dont know because it all depends on when my aunt is free, Plus my birthday is in 47 days and i cant wait. Well i hope everyones weekend is 10 times better than mine. Im out ill write later

Love Me