Apr 05, 2005 23:21
anyways today was a very shitty day for me probally one of the worse in awhile... first off i have felt like shit all day and im burnt from the tannin bed and i got burnt again after i went today... anyways after leavin the tannin bed me and a certain girl im in love with go to the mall and try to pick up my tux for prom but the shoes wernt in so i didnt get it and while at the mall she tells me she and her "friend" are now talking and pretty much dating which really really crushed me cuz i have so much love for her... anyways so we go see her friend at the hospital cuz her grandpa is in the hospital and we go to eat and i try to tell her she rushed into things to fast and that she will regret it... but does she listen to me no... amyways remember in a second that i told her that... so we get in an argument at arbys and we ride the whole way home without talkin to each other and then i go over my boy brandons house where her best friend the one whose grandpa was in the hospital calls and says that jennifer and kyle r not datin or talkin anymore so i come home to call her and dad bitches me out for stayin gone and not tellin him where im at and he made me watch a cpr tape so i can get my foster care license cuz he is gunna be the foster care parents for my 2 lil cuzins... so i call chrissy and ask her whats up and she tells me the kyle dude was juss pretendin to like her becuz jennifers ex bf set it all up juss to piss her off and kyle didnt even like her.. so i called jennifer to make sure she was alrite cuz she gets emotional easy and she says yea im on the other line i gotta go.... i dont know what to do about her im so in love with her but every time i talk to her she juss takes my heart n crushes it.... well imma get offa here hope everybodys day wasnt as shitty as mine