Jan 04, 2005 15:28
again, today was alright. very mediocre, but worse than yesterday.
in gym, i sucked ass. but it was alright, i suppose, considering i put more effort into my performance this time. we lost by one point at the last possible second. derrick, of whom was on the opposing team, was elated to an incredible extent. i fear he might make fun of me when he talks to karol though, in polish of course. you know, when you speak an entirely different language, fluently, than the rest of your peers do it comes in handy a lot. and it's very obvious they know how to take advantage of this... advantage.
um, i went down to see my guidance counsler today. i was stupid enough not to mention the REAL reason why i wanted to originally see him, so he said he doesn't think i need a weekly social worker. he also provided some papers on which list the clubs and shit our school has to offer. i don't know if it'll actually do anything, though, because i'm a lazy mofo...
sometimes i feel my entries make no sense. like it's all incessant ramblings that no one but me can actually follow, considering i was deranged enough to type it all up in the first place. be honest, do you understand my entries, as a whole? i can handle the truth and i promise not to hold anything against you. thank you and have a nice day.