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hay...
nagkausa-usap na kami ng masinsinan ng Papa ko last friday and sinama ko na sina ate Pj and Aries para maliwanagan na din ang lahat... Una ayoko pang magsalita kasi takot ako saka kasi mababa yung luha ko so baka di pa ako nagsasalita ay umiyak na ako...
Syempre sa kalagitnaan ng pag-uusap di ko na rin napigilang umiyak kasi masakit din para sa isang anak yung nagyayari...
kung tutuusin may pagkukulang din si mama at aaminin ko na mas maraming pagkukulang si mama pero ganun din naman si papa...
Naging busy lang sila sa bawat trabaho at iniisip talaga nila ang aming kinabukasan... Naiintindihan ko yun
Gaya nga ng sinabi ni Lance malaki na ako at alam ko na ang tama at mali at alam ko ng mag-decide at maintindihan ang mga bagay-bagay na yan... Hindi ko na kailangan ang guidance nila pero I am always here for them...
Mali ko lang ay naging one-sided ako kasi nagalit ako kay Papa without even hearing his side, his reason and listening to wat he says...
Sorry...
pero mas maganda na ang nagyari at least na-voice out namin lahat ng gusto naming sabihin kay Papa at ganun din si Mama...
Yun nga lang talagang wala ng pag-asa munang ibalik ang dati but still I'm really hoping that it will change for the next days, nexts months and even years para mas gumaan at mawala ang tension sa isa't-isa...
I am happy for what happened coz I know it is the only way we can do to let them free and let them pause for just a while and reflect on their relationship... There is no perfect relationship, I know that!!! I know that somehow and someday things will be alright!
God has plan and Everything happens for a reason!!! Thank you Lord.Ü
Burn - Usher
[Intro]
I don't understand why
She's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
its gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
Its been a long time comin
but we done been fell apart
I really wanna work it out
But I don't think you're gonna change-e
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurtin' baby, I ain't happy baby
Cuz there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
but you know, gotta let it go
cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that its true
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta Let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same
find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
And all my fellas do you feel my pain?
I t's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo-ooh
She's been gone for too long
It's been eleven days, umpteen hours
Im'a be burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to but you know
Gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, you gon learn, you gotta, it burn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that its through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (cry)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
too many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to,
but you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that its true
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn