The married life part somethin of 1 million more to come. maybe....
Oh man, shes threatining to leave me. I predict a 95 percent probability she wont.lol.
Anyways, this all roots back to somewhere at the beginning of the month.... actually before we got married and fell in love and all that gay shit. So the orignial plan was to get married so she gets her green card and I get money. We got a place together and said that we were gonna go half on everything, rent, furniture, bills, and whatever.
Bout a month and half into the marraige she says she cant pay any more cause her mom wont send money. I was a little irratated but didnt mind cause now Im all committed and shit. Then I start payin all the bills and every fuckin thing by myself. I can sustain all of our shit but thats it...
yeah thats great and all but I wanna better myself at the same time. I dont want to just maintain what I got, I motha fuckin want more. So I ask her to get a job and she doesnt fuckin want to and Im just like "FUCKIN SHIT"
So shit, I took her out to eat and watch Meet the Spartins last night. At end of the night we were drivin around and I asked her "If we kept the marraige strictly business, how did you expect to pay your half and keep up your end of the deal?" she kinda just gives a joking remark, which in my head means I was goin to get fucked. So I say something along the line of "OH, so I got fucked over" and things escalated with her, mainly just her. I was just was driving, listining to her getting pissed at me and I would throw in a "sorry" everyonce and a while.
Yeah, so thats how that all happened. So she is threatining to leave me..... and uuhh... I dont really care cause she wont. She is fuckin stuck. Its up to me wether I want to make up or not. I control the whole relationship and I dont like it. I really love being married so much but shit. I just really dont need her.
I know she wants me to go in the room right now and show how much I cant live with out her, beg her to stay, sorry sorry sorry honey bunny pumkin pie blah blah blah whatever. The problem is, Im fuckin tough okay, when your this tough you dont need shit. But yeah, I will continue to invest my time in her for some reason. But if she decided to just get up one day and leave, I cant say I would care. What I need is a reason to need her. But thats almost impossible cause Sanele dont need shit. word
Anyways, this all roots back to somewhere at the beginning of the month.... actually before we got married and fell in love and all that gay shit. So the orignial plan was to get married so she gets her green card and I get money. We got a place together and said that we were gonna go half on everything, rent, furniture, bills, and whatever.
Bout a month and half into the marraige she says she cant pay any more cause her mom wont send money. I was a little irratated but didnt mind cause now Im all committed and shit. Then I start payin all the bills and every fuckin thing by myself. I can sustain all of our shit but thats it...
yeah thats great and all but I wanna better myself at the same time. I dont want to just maintain what I got, I motha fuckin want more. So I ask her to get a job and she doesnt fuckin want to and Im just like "FUCKIN SHIT"
So shit, I took her out to eat and watch Meet the Spartins last night. At end of the night we were drivin around and I asked her "If we kept the marraige strictly business, how did you expect to pay your half and keep up your end of the deal?" she kinda just gives a joking remark, which in my head means I was goin to get fucked. So I say something along the line of "OH, so I got fucked over" and things escalated with her, mainly just her. I was just was driving, listining to her getting pissed at me and I would throw in a "sorry" everyonce and a while.
Yeah, so thats how that all happened. So she is threatining to leave me..... and uuhh... I dont really care cause she wont. She is fuckin stuck. Its up to me wether I want to make up or not. I control the whole relationship and I dont like it. I really love being married so much but shit. I just really dont need her.
I know she wants me to go in the room right now and show how much I cant live with out her, beg her to stay, sorry sorry sorry honey bunny pumkin pie blah blah blah whatever. The problem is, Im fuckin tough okay, when your this tough you dont need shit. But yeah, I will continue to invest my time in her for some reason. But if she decided to just get up one day and leave, I cant say I would care. What I need is a reason to need her. But thats almost impossible cause Sanele dont need shit. word