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A lot of times I wish i could be a diffrent person. I have all of these tendecies and leanings that i dont want or understand. I constantly sabotage anything that is good in my life. I am forever making plans that I never follow through. I never work to my full potential and always do just enough to get by. I never get good at the things i try my hardest at. I constantly live in the past. I never take any chances and i spend at least 80% of my time by myself. Sometimes I really jsut feel like I will never figure myself out, and will be forever doomed to live in the words and thoughts of others.
I guess i just wish i believed more in my own voice, in my words, and my songs. I always wish i could mean more to people then whatever I mean now. I wish people wanted me to mean more.
I guess i just wish i believed more in my own voice, in my words, and my songs. I always wish i could mean more to people then whatever I mean now. I wish people wanted me to mean more.