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i met up with an old friend last night.
it was severly awkward at first, but became casually cool.
i enjoyed his company.

on the other hand, i may have upset someone by doing so.

but im on top of the world.
things are clearer now then they have been in a long time.
i smile more.
i laugh more.
im comfortable.

i say it all the time.
then i say the opposite.. switching back and forth..
but this time, i KNOW that i'm okay. that things are looking up.

i enjoy life right now.
and its super.