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the internet has corrupted life.
it's 4am. and i am up wide awake on the internet.
hmmph. what is wrong with this picture.
ive been thinking a lot lately of how I just want to start over fresh. How I want to get rid of everything I own. Ship it away. Revamp everything.
My wardrobe tells a story of times of where I tried to impress others or felt like I need to be apart of some new trend that others partake it. Or a time where I tried to fit in. My style has changed so much I don't even know what I like anymore.
With people criticism and judgements. Im just like fuck it. I'm going to do what I want.
DO WHAT I WANT. blahz
blazh. when will I have that strenghth to do so.
Relationships. I think Im destined to be alone. And for some reason I'm fine with that. With all these issues people have now with their companion. I'm like fuck it. i like random love em and leave hookups. heh.
no strings attached. Because I get so bored with people easily. ANd I feel I have to have a change.
Something that can be harmful but as well as good for me to go through.
I go through friends. And I go through crushes, so I would probably go through boys. hm.
yea.
and I'm tired of working at a place where my personality is suppose to be surpressed to fit this so called image that I'm beginning to think sucks. And this image is ruining the cute clothes they do produce. eh.
i can't wait til. i dont know.
hmm school start back?
maybe?
vacation?
maybe.
when I get a big paycheck.
fa' sho bitches.
when I can go on a mega shopping spree.
yesh.
it's 4am. and i am up wide awake on the internet.
hmmph. what is wrong with this picture.
ive been thinking a lot lately of how I just want to start over fresh. How I want to get rid of everything I own. Ship it away. Revamp everything.
My wardrobe tells a story of times of where I tried to impress others or felt like I need to be apart of some new trend that others partake it. Or a time where I tried to fit in. My style has changed so much I don't even know what I like anymore.
With people criticism and judgements. Im just like fuck it. I'm going to do what I want.
DO WHAT I WANT. blahz
blazh. when will I have that strenghth to do so.
Relationships. I think Im destined to be alone. And for some reason I'm fine with that. With all these issues people have now with their companion. I'm like fuck it. i like random love em and leave hookups. heh.
no strings attached. Because I get so bored with people easily. ANd I feel I have to have a change.
Something that can be harmful but as well as good for me to go through.
I go through friends. And I go through crushes, so I would probably go through boys. hm.
yea.
and I'm tired of working at a place where my personality is suppose to be surpressed to fit this so called image that I'm beginning to think sucks. And this image is ruining the cute clothes they do produce. eh.
i can't wait til. i dont know.
hmm school start back?
maybe?
vacation?
maybe.
when I get a big paycheck.
fa' sho bitches.
when I can go on a mega shopping spree.
yesh.