Am I ____?
Well...In Short...I think I'm a manicly depressed schizophrenic overly anxious drifting through meaningless life without a care.
But then again...I'm the happiest I've been in a long time.
I really like my Girlfriend Andrea Gallant, uh, a whole friggin lot.
According to my pad of paper that I have written thoughts on all day:
Andrea Gallant
Is the World
To Me
<3
That is the truth and no one can tell me otherwise.
Now on to the proof of all that jazz I said about my mental instability, that I can tell you that I hide it, uh, really fucking good...
Here are the excerpts from the pad..
And no LJ cut will be made. I want to fuck up your friends page, and make you read what I'm wasting time to type up.
-EXISTANCE IS RAPING ME
-Every Living Thing Dies Alone
-2 Half Steps = 1 Whole Step Off the Edge
-I've Defected
-There is something/someone behind the curtain of existance.
-Take care of life. It breaks easily
-Do you See what I See? Do you Hear what I Hear. Do you Feel what I Feel. Do you Fear what I Fear.
-...Crying On the Inside// Postpones // Dying On the Outside...
-Am I _____ ? {chosen; Alone; Alive; Anything;}
-Why!
-I AM THE HAPPIEST I'VE BEEN IN A LONG TIME
That is it so far.
I work in mysterious ways, says I.
What's This? This is life. So go and have a ball. Because the world don't move to the beat of just one drum. What might be right for you may not be right for some. You take the good, you take the bad, you take them both and there you have...my opening statement. Sit, Ubu, sit. Good dog.
...Fuck...
But then again...I'm the happiest I've been in a long time.
I really like my Girlfriend Andrea Gallant, uh, a whole friggin lot.
According to my pad of paper that I have written thoughts on all day:
Andrea Gallant
Is the World
To Me
<3
That is the truth and no one can tell me otherwise.
Now on to the proof of all that jazz I said about my mental instability, that I can tell you that I hide it, uh, really fucking good...
Here are the excerpts from the pad..
And no LJ cut will be made. I want to fuck up your friends page, and make you read what I'm wasting time to type up.
-EXISTANCE IS RAPING ME
-Every Living Thing Dies Alone
-2 Half Steps = 1 Whole Step Off the Edge
-I've Defected
-There is something/someone behind the curtain of existance.
-Take care of life. It breaks easily
-Do you See what I See? Do you Hear what I Hear. Do you Feel what I Feel. Do you Fear what I Fear.
-...Crying On the Inside// Postpones // Dying On the Outside...
-Am I _____ ? {chosen; Alone; Alive; Anything;}
-Why!
-I AM THE HAPPIEST I'VE BEEN IN A LONG TIME
That is it so far.
I work in mysterious ways, says I.
What's This? This is life. So go and have a ball. Because the world don't move to the beat of just one drum. What might be right for you may not be right for some. You take the good, you take the bad, you take them both and there you have...my opening statement. Sit, Ubu, sit. Good dog.
...Fuck...