Old enough to know better, young enough not to care
Well, I haven't updated in a while. I've still been pretty stressed. I'm happy that I'm not having the surgery but this is still such a complicated situation the doctor told me I will never be able to dance or pretty much play any competitive sports, even after surgery. And then there's the dog. We got to let her off the leash and she seems to be pretty good but the tumor was the bad kind of cancer. My mom hasn't told me yet but I know it is, I heard her talking about it and said she has about 8 or 9 months. And I talked to Mrs. Gregory last night and she asked if she was on any kind of treatment like chemo or anything. But we all decided before the surgery that we wouldn't put her through the chemo. So I guess there's nothing I can do about that sitaution. Then there's my Aunt Shirley. Her husband, Uncle John, died in January and now shes having some kind of heart problems. She says she feels fine and she looks great but I'm still very nervous, our family can't really handle any more problems. My mom came home from the doctors today and said that she has to have surgery. She wont tell me what its all about though. I'm pretty sure thats just because she knows I'm too overwhelmed with everything else and can't really handle anymore. And then my Aunt Denise. She's had breast cancer for I think about 5 years. She had been doing ok but it's spreading and shes on chemo again. I know its not looking very good but I just keep praying for the best. Ok so, as you can see I'm very overwhelmed by everything. I'm so confused about my back situation and I just keep worrying about everything.
Ok, so that was my rant...Becca spent the night last night and that was fun..Now I'm waiting for Amber to come over, shes going to spend the night. She's been at her dad's for two weeks so it'll be good to talk to her about everything. I really need to sort some things out.Toodles for now.
O yes, one last thing, it's looking like I really am going to Italy next summer with my aunt and uncle. My mom and Aunt were talking, and my mom said that she might go but since the airfare is so expensive she might just send me with them and I would stay with them at Aunt Cathy's Aunt's. That should be very fun:)But it's not until next Summer:(
Ok, so that was my rant...Becca spent the night last night and that was fun..Now I'm waiting for Amber to come over, shes going to spend the night. She's been at her dad's for two weeks so it'll be good to talk to her about everything. I really need to sort some things out.Toodles for now.
O yes, one last thing, it's looking like I really am going to Italy next summer with my aunt and uncle. My mom and Aunt were talking, and my mom said that she might go but since the airfare is so expensive she might just send me with them and I would stay with them at Aunt Cathy's Aunt's. That should be very fun:)But it's not until next Summer:(