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Apr 05, 2004 22:05

Well today was a bunch of b.s., she keeps freakin lying ontop of lying. I was honest with her and she cared so I decided to give her a second chance because I felt bad. But then I know for a fact she was talking smack and when i confronted her she totally denied it. Well I don't know whats left for me to do, I tried I really did, I don't like being mean, but if there's one thing I can't stand its definetly lying!! And she says she asked everyone and me and ramina are the only ones who thinks she has changed...B.S. everythinks she has just no one will admit it to her face. But I'm sick of it and i feel like I can't be nice because everytime i'm nice someone stabs me in the back..I just don't know what to do anymore..And she thinks shes the only one with problems, she thinks shes the only one who cries herself to sleep, hello!!WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE!We all have problems!!And she tries to say she hates her body and shes annorexic..If she was truelly annorexic for as long as she says she has been she would be very unhealthy and wouldn't be able to play soccer and she wouldn't want people to know..If she really truely was she would be terrified if people knew..Shes just trying to get attention. And to think i stuck up for her after she lied to my face..Nope, no more nice Kristen..I don't like being mean but I've learned its a mean world..I've also learned if you want things done you gotta do it yourself, being as no one else on student council really helped out with the bake sale but whatever, I don't care and i don't plan on running again unless my mom forces me too..well thats all for now..if anyones got any advice i'd love to hear it!
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