Apr 24, 2003 11:04
break hasn't been the best but its been ok. monday me and becca went to the mall and i got 2 new shirts. tuesday me and my mom went to summerset and i got 3 pairs of pants and a book. the book i got was the second summer of the sisterhood and it was really good, i finished it last night!then i had soccer practice but like always we didn't do much. yesterday me and my mom went to frankenmuth and birh run. i got three shirts. it was fun but i've had to much "bonding time" with my mom. today i'm goin to lhs cuz mr. phillips(the lhs track coach)is goin to help me with high jump..he says i have great potential has a high jumper, yeah right at the meet i couldn't even clear 3"10"..thats bad!but whatever i know i could have done alot better at the meet and i should have gotten first in 200 meter hurdles but i didn't cuz i was to busy thinkin about someone..but he doesn't matter to me any more cuz i'm not goin to put up with his shit..2 can play this game!so yea i guess some things are getting better but yet some things just keep getting worse..for instance kevin, my cousin made it thro the surgery and hes already at home and he even got to come to our house for easter.everyone thought he would be in the hospital for a very long time but hes doing great,of course hes in a lot of pain but he still remains happy!and then theres my grandpa who just seems to get worse, i hate goin over there cuz allthat ever happens over there is fighting, wether its my grandma and my grandpa or my mom and uncle with my grandma..its always so sad over there but i never show what i'm feeling on the inside-i'm really feeling scared!scared for my grandma and my grandpa...but yea i've rambled on enough and i'm sure i'm boring all of you so i'm goin to go cuz i gotta take a shower and get ready~toodlers