sickness breeds weirdness within

[scavandra]

ugh, i feel like ass
last week i triumphed over germs trying to overtake my body
i let my guard down
and BLAMMO
ugh
really now, why is it that call centers make me sick??
i should get paid a premium for being exposed to germs day in and day out en mass
seriously

i worked really hard all summer to save up money and im getting close to making my big car purchase
but fuck me! insurance will cost alsmost as much as the damned car.
this can't be right.
tell why it is again that i want to stay in the niagara region
right, to save money by not paying rent
sooo if instead i spend the money on a car... am i really better off??

hey will someone buy me an education, please?
maybe then i could get a better paying job and this all wouldn't be so difficult

*sigh*
and i need a divorce too
i got to get on gettin on

today i had a weird creepy urge to have a baby
it swept me over like no body's business
i mean shit... i dont really want a baby but if i were to have one i'd want to have it before im 30 so i dont have to work well past retirement age to put it through school
i figure this is passing delusion that comes with illness
is there a prescription for this? (other than birth control?)