pancho's is yucky
I'm tired and some how todd convinced me that it would be a good idea to eat Pancho's on the way back from the beach. I called 411, silly northerners...they guy said ohhh you want pAn-chos...I said yeah, Ponchos. I'm texan dammit, that's how we do things. That food is horrible, I don't know if they have it all over the U.S. or they only torcher texas with it, but stay away. I used to go there when I was 8- and I thought it was the best place on earth, now I just wonder what I was thinking. You get a free piniata (sp?) for your birthday, I guess thats all you need when you're that age. Todd smeared guacomle all over my face and we had a mini-food fight as clinton stared at us like the idiots we are.
Aram and I had our first real angry moment with each other at the gym yesterday. We decided that I will no longer take weight lifting tips from him, we both take it to personal.
Sabine turns 7 this sunday, I'm probably 2X as excited as her. I made little fliers for her to give to her friends and we reserved the pool and we're getting an awesome cake. I kinda forced the bratz theme on aram, he's not a big fan of the dolls but she loves them and you only turn 7 once.
I still don't feel like her mommy but I do feel I'm in a weird place with the whole thing. She still tries to call me mommy, I gave up on fighting it, she does it so much, sometimes I object but most of the time I'm just to tired to care.
She grabs for me in a crowd of people and it makes me feel special. I really hope that Aram and I work out because I love them both so much already. I understand how it feels to have that kind of unconditional love for someone with her around. I could never take the place, nor do I want to, of her mother but when she tells me she loves me and gives me a hug it makes me feel 100% better about anything and everything.
I don't know, I'm babbling....
Aram and I had our first real angry moment with each other at the gym yesterday. We decided that I will no longer take weight lifting tips from him, we both take it to personal.
Sabine turns 7 this sunday, I'm probably 2X as excited as her. I made little fliers for her to give to her friends and we reserved the pool and we're getting an awesome cake. I kinda forced the bratz theme on aram, he's not a big fan of the dolls but she loves them and you only turn 7 once.
I still don't feel like her mommy but I do feel I'm in a weird place with the whole thing. She still tries to call me mommy, I gave up on fighting it, she does it so much, sometimes I object but most of the time I'm just to tired to care.
She grabs for me in a crowd of people and it makes me feel special. I really hope that Aram and I work out because I love them both so much already. I understand how it feels to have that kind of unconditional love for someone with her around. I could never take the place, nor do I want to, of her mother but when she tells me she loves me and gives me a hug it makes me feel 100% better about anything and everything.
I don't know, I'm babbling....