Dear Zach
I want you to be sad. I want you feel the way I feel. You seem to move on easy. You’re out enjoying yourself and here I am; a wreck, a mess of emotions. I’ve adopted the things I hated about you. I’ve done things I detest since you left.
I wonder if I ever come up in conversations and the things that are said about me. Do you play the victim? Am I the villain in your story.
I wish that you needed me. I wish that your heart would break at the very thought of being without me. I wish that you wouldn’t have lied to me. You made me believe that you were such a good guy. I was so very wrong.
I want to see you again...so bad. I want to try to be friends with you but I know that it would be impossible for me to put aside all of my feelings for you.
I just want to be happy and be rid of thoughts of you.
I wonder if I ever come up in conversations and the things that are said about me. Do you play the victim? Am I the villain in your story.
I wish that you needed me. I wish that your heart would break at the very thought of being without me. I wish that you wouldn’t have lied to me. You made me believe that you were such a good guy. I was so very wrong.
I want to see you again...so bad. I want to try to be friends with you but I know that it would be impossible for me to put aside all of my feelings for you.
I just want to be happy and be rid of thoughts of you.