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I want to drink it away. I am just ready to drink it away. I wish we were no longer working together so I wouldn't have to keep facing him, keep catching his eye and trying to hide the fact I've fallen in love with him. I'd have time to drive him from my mind and heart and perhaps he'd have time to appreciate exactly what I'd offered him, all that he'd unofficially turned down.
It hurts like a broken rib, seeing him.
It hurts like a broken rib, seeing him.