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i'm going to japan again HA HA HA . with pierre!
this time i'm staying in akabane, which is straight north of ikebukuro
i just noticed my livejournal name has "scat" in it. wtf. how long have i had this account and i never noticed that before? and here i am thinking i had everything figured out. by the way, scatha/scathach is a celtic goddess of war.
on the concert docket:
exist+trace, the candy spooky theater, merry, gilgamesh, NoGoD, megamaso, unsraw~!~!! BUT NOT JINKAKU RADIO COS IT'S SOLD OUT WAH metronome the studs emmuree!!!!!!!! lynch. sex android , d'espairsray. maybe mucc, maybe 12012 and so on and so on
my life lately: boring. ignoring everyone like usual. i really don't understand why i don't need to see anyone ever. "lonely" rarely enters the equation for me. sometimes i crave sex and intimacy, especially when i'm single and not getting any. but not lonely. i am a clingyass girlfriend though. always wanting a pat on the head and a dick in the mouth.
last year i broke up with my ex. i still hate his fucking guts? sometimes i feel like i'm choking on it. i'd like to smash his face in with a brick sometimes. and i haven't seen or spoken to him since...last june? other than that , i don't have any people issues. [nod]
i don't think i've hated anyone so much for so long, ever. he's just such a disgusting little brat (i still love him though. as expected)
this time, last year, you were here
i'm glad i talked to adil a bunch about him. some lovely outside perspective on a fucked up situation from someone who actually LIKES me
i'm supposed to go do something important, and i can't really. so i'm writing here to. grasp, normalcy?
this time i'm staying in akabane, which is straight north of ikebukuro
i just noticed my livejournal name has "scat" in it. wtf. how long have i had this account and i never noticed that before? and here i am thinking i had everything figured out. by the way, scatha/scathach is a celtic goddess of war.
on the concert docket:
exist+trace, the candy spooky theater, merry, gilgamesh, NoGoD, megamaso, unsraw~!~!! BUT NOT JINKAKU RADIO COS IT'S SOLD OUT WAH metronome the studs emmuree!!!!!!!! lynch. sex android , d'espairsray. maybe mucc, maybe 12012 and so on and so on
my life lately: boring. ignoring everyone like usual. i really don't understand why i don't need to see anyone ever. "lonely" rarely enters the equation for me. sometimes i crave sex and intimacy, especially when i'm single and not getting any. but not lonely. i am a clingyass girlfriend though. always wanting a pat on the head and a dick in the mouth.
last year i broke up with my ex. i still hate his fucking guts? sometimes i feel like i'm choking on it. i'd like to smash his face in with a brick sometimes. and i haven't seen or spoken to him since...last june? other than that , i don't have any people issues. [nod]
i don't think i've hated anyone so much for so long, ever. he's just such a disgusting little brat (i still love him though. as expected)
this time, last year, you were here
i'm glad i talked to adil a bunch about him. some lovely outside perspective on a fucked up situation from someone who actually LIKES me
i'm supposed to go do something important, and i can't really. so i'm writing here to. grasp, normalcy?