nyc 2
rainchan and i were in jersey and nyc and connecticut recently. to see D'espairsRay three more times. xD (so now i've seen them 9 times, fack)
this is us driving down.
i saw the jersey mania crew again. and i got to meet genwaku_maniac! hugging her lots and having her squish me and sit in my lap was great. and karl from suicide city got to meet her too, hahahah.
karl grabbed my ass after the AN show in jersey, and... of course i grabbed his in response. he has a cute butt! and he's so personable and charming and fucking hilarious on stage. and he danced with genwaku_maniac on stage in connecticut and tried to eat part of her. :O
and i'm finally developing guts for concerts. so zero spat water in my mouth at CBGBs (cos i uh, pointed and stuck my tongue out) and he got it all down my front too. aaaall down that lace camisole thing you can see above. haha, i hope i looked good all wet.
still no pick though. it's.... now my goal to get him to give me a pick. and make him fucking LAUGH (not on stage, duh). O__O i'm sooo dumb with all my zerogoals, waahhh.
i'm a little too gutsy off stage [cries] i'm not going to let that... thing that happened, happen again. being a groupie is fucking weird. ;A;
in the subway station after CBGBs, with flat hair and a load of bruises.
rain's response to my saying "YEAH COME ON ROCK OUT DEVIL HORNS!" hahahah
driving back. ...the calm does not last!
me probably yelling at another driver.
lately i've read Alice in Wonderland, and Through the Looking Glass. and the Art of War. and some Nietzsche. and some Murakami, yet again.
yesterday felt like i was dragged back into reality by the hair.