hey lush, have fun, it's the weekend.
well, after day 1, school has been pretty cool. i'm getting to see everyone again, and well, life is excellent.
a little more than a year ago i started this thing because tali had one and i thought it was really cool. i didn't like it too much at first, but soon became insanely addicted. i used it from everything to telling what my day was about, to posting lyrics, to posting pictures, to bitching and whining about every little thing wrong in my life. last year it was nice, really helped me out, but over the summer i began to lose interest and would only really update when pyo was like "fucking update before i rip your balls off with a pitchfork." ok, he never really said that, but that isn't the point. the point is that for the past year, this has been sort of a venting tool, and more or less a part of my life. people have talked about it, made fun of it, but i always found it ironic because if it was so stupid, why were they still reading it? anyway, i guess what i'm really trying to say is that it's done. honestly, i just don't feel like i'm still into it. updating is just a pain in the ass now, i have no interest in any of the communities, and limited interest in other people's journals. it was nice to know that so many people enjoyed reading it, kind of odd, but still nice. i just feel like it's something people are supposed to outgrow, and i've outgrown it.
i leave you with this song i've been listening to a lot lately, it's quite amazing. it's called tiger lily, and it's by matchbook romance:
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse
a little more than a year ago i started this thing because tali had one and i thought it was really cool. i didn't like it too much at first, but soon became insanely addicted. i used it from everything to telling what my day was about, to posting lyrics, to posting pictures, to bitching and whining about every little thing wrong in my life. last year it was nice, really helped me out, but over the summer i began to lose interest and would only really update when pyo was like "fucking update before i rip your balls off with a pitchfork." ok, he never really said that, but that isn't the point. the point is that for the past year, this has been sort of a venting tool, and more or less a part of my life. people have talked about it, made fun of it, but i always found it ironic because if it was so stupid, why were they still reading it? anyway, i guess what i'm really trying to say is that it's done. honestly, i just don't feel like i'm still into it. updating is just a pain in the ass now, i have no interest in any of the communities, and limited interest in other people's journals. it was nice to know that so many people enjoyed reading it, kind of odd, but still nice. i just feel like it's something people are supposed to outgrow, and i've outgrown it.
i leave you with this song i've been listening to a lot lately, it's quite amazing. it's called tiger lily, and it's by matchbook romance:
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse