you only think about yourself.
have you ever just suddenly been in an amazing mood, and felt like everything was perfect, even though it was 130, you were watching a really fucking stupid movie, and there was a shattered glass snapple bottle on the floor? i think i just wnet from the best mood i've been in all summer to one of the most confused moods i've been in. it seems like this summer has just been a haze. a really quick, short, sweet haze. i'm trying to figure out what exactly i did that made the time pass by, because in retrospect, it really seems like all i did was lie around and sleep excessive amounts.
i'm listening to wonderwall for the first time in so motherfucking long.
fuckin' a.
for one moment, just one, i wish everything was clear. i wish every decision was obvious, i wish that everything worked out. i wish there were no unanswerable questions, no choices to be made, but just obvious pathes to be taken.
when does the point come when you put yourself before your friends?
well, time for the extremely short rundown.
yesterday - pyo picked me up, we picked up dani, got harbor deli, went back to dani's, pyo bounced, i jumped in dani's pool, she refused to come in, so me and her little like 7 year old brother chilled while she read and we blasted incubus, who i've become rather fond of. we played uno for a while, she started making me a necklace, then i left becuase she had to go to dinner with her family, shabat friday. i went home, changed because i was drenched, picked up theo, went to hickory's which was closed, dropped by bhagu and he picked up some american spirits, we tlaked while he smoked one, got some sushi, ran intro andrew dickens (brother's good friend), met trace at dd, went to the docks, ran into sammi g, meaghan, andy, etc, talked for a few, sat at the docks for am inute, trace lost his phone, we got it back,w ent to stop and shop, theo left, trace and i went to my houes. wow, that sucked, oh fucking well, deal with it. it was a very unfulfilling evening other than the fact i got to see theo for like the first time since the first week of summer.
today - woke up, went to sarah's to get all my shit back, went to work for the last time, didn't do much, harassed ashely a lot at kay bee, worked inside for a while, went back to carts, said the goodbyes, i'm gonna miss the people, the job, no, but the people, quite so. i came home, lenny came over, jon did us a favor, darren came by, flipped out, but we fixed him up. they left, i went for a shower, trace came over, merk came over, my parents came home, dani came over, we went to bk, ate, blockbuster, got a night at the roxbury, came to my house, watched the movie, played risk, ate excessive amounts of chocolate, good night, i missed merk.
scat729 (1:41:03 AM): hey
DaNiSwEeTz2 (1:41:08 AM): zubin is sexy
DaNiSwEeTz2 (1:41:10 AM): zubin is hott
scat729 (1:41:18 AM): is this gonna rhyme?
DaNiSwEeTz2 (1:41:18 AM): zubin turns me on like a hot top pot
posted by her request because she is quite the excellent poet
it is no better to be safe than sorry
Meet me in outer space.
We could spend the night;
watch the earth come up.
I've grown tired of this place;
won't you come with me?
We could start again.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
Meet me in outer space.
I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights.
I need you to see this place, it might be the only way
that I can show you how
it feels to be inside of you.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
Ohhh...
You are stellar.
You are stellar.
How do you do it?
make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
its better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
incubus
i'm listening to wonderwall for the first time in so motherfucking long.
fuckin' a.
for one moment, just one, i wish everything was clear. i wish every decision was obvious, i wish that everything worked out. i wish there were no unanswerable questions, no choices to be made, but just obvious pathes to be taken.
when does the point come when you put yourself before your friends?
well, time for the extremely short rundown.
yesterday - pyo picked me up, we picked up dani, got harbor deli, went back to dani's, pyo bounced, i jumped in dani's pool, she refused to come in, so me and her little like 7 year old brother chilled while she read and we blasted incubus, who i've become rather fond of. we played uno for a while, she started making me a necklace, then i left becuase she had to go to dinner with her family, shabat friday. i went home, changed because i was drenched, picked up theo, went to hickory's which was closed, dropped by bhagu and he picked up some american spirits, we tlaked while he smoked one, got some sushi, ran intro andrew dickens (brother's good friend), met trace at dd, went to the docks, ran into sammi g, meaghan, andy, etc, talked for a few, sat at the docks for am inute, trace lost his phone, we got it back,w ent to stop and shop, theo left, trace and i went to my houes. wow, that sucked, oh fucking well, deal with it. it was a very unfulfilling evening other than the fact i got to see theo for like the first time since the first week of summer.
today - woke up, went to sarah's to get all my shit back, went to work for the last time, didn't do much, harassed ashely a lot at kay bee, worked inside for a while, went back to carts, said the goodbyes, i'm gonna miss the people, the job, no, but the people, quite so. i came home, lenny came over, jon did us a favor, darren came by, flipped out, but we fixed him up. they left, i went for a shower, trace came over, merk came over, my parents came home, dani came over, we went to bk, ate, blockbuster, got a night at the roxbury, came to my house, watched the movie, played risk, ate excessive amounts of chocolate, good night, i missed merk.
scat729 (1:41:03 AM): hey
DaNiSwEeTz2 (1:41:08 AM): zubin is sexy
DaNiSwEeTz2 (1:41:10 AM): zubin is hott
scat729 (1:41:18 AM): is this gonna rhyme?
DaNiSwEeTz2 (1:41:18 AM): zubin turns me on like a hot top pot
posted by her request because she is quite the excellent poet
it is no better to be safe than sorry
Meet me in outer space.
We could spend the night;
watch the earth come up.
I've grown tired of this place;
won't you come with me?
We could start again.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
Meet me in outer space.
I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights.
I need you to see this place, it might be the only way
that I can show you how
it feels to be inside of you.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
Ohhh...
You are stellar.
You are stellar.
How do you do it?
make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
its better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
incubus