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So life has been great! ...Or so I love to pretend...
It's like January all over again, except this time I don't have Jeff to keep me going. I found out today I need a new transmission (okay, I've known it was coming since I got the car, but today it was official.) That's at least $3000. I have a feeling I'll be getting a new car soon. Unfortunately, I'm broke and I'll have to take out a loan from a bank or my parents. I know my mom can't afford it right now and my dad is not much better off, so who knows what'll happen.
I'm thinking about dropping my auto classes and getting an evening job. It's frustrating, since I've worked so hard to get here and have already invested so much time and money into it. Oh well, I've already waited this long, I can wait another year...
My mom informed me yesterday that my grandpa thinks he has cancer again. I honestly cannot go through this again.
My dad is leaving on the 9th. Well, he's in Portland now, but the new lady is moving in on the 9th. Just when we start to have a normal relationship he decides to up and leave.
The glands in my neck are swollen to the size of golf balls.
I've been crying since yesterday afternoon. It feels like my whole life is falling apart.
It's like January all over again, except this time I don't have Jeff to keep me going. I found out today I need a new transmission (okay, I've known it was coming since I got the car, but today it was official.) That's at least $3000. I have a feeling I'll be getting a new car soon. Unfortunately, I'm broke and I'll have to take out a loan from a bank or my parents. I know my mom can't afford it right now and my dad is not much better off, so who knows what'll happen.
I'm thinking about dropping my auto classes and getting an evening job. It's frustrating, since I've worked so hard to get here and have already invested so much time and money into it. Oh well, I've already waited this long, I can wait another year...
My mom informed me yesterday that my grandpa thinks he has cancer again. I honestly cannot go through this again.
My dad is leaving on the 9th. Well, he's in Portland now, but the new lady is moving in on the 9th. Just when we start to have a normal relationship he decides to up and leave.
The glands in my neck are swollen to the size of golf balls.
I've been crying since yesterday afternoon. It feels like my whole life is falling apart.