The sky is the limit, and one day you'll be in it.
You know who I kind of think is retarded?
Lil Wayne.
But the funny thing is, right now one of his quotes most aptly describes how I feel: The sky is the limit, and one day you're going to be in it.
That's what I'm talkin' about, Weezy! I've spent too much time thinking about money and working too much. It's gotten to the point where I can hardly enjoy my life. But I should. I can do WHATEVER I want right now. I'm not trapped at all. I'm free. I love being alive. I love my friends very much. I love my family. I am only twenty-three. I have so many many many years ahead of me, and I need to remember that. Sometimes people and circumstances get you down, but...oh well.
Life can be just so awesome, if you just decide on it. And this morning I decided what would make me happiest: not having to work my life away. Not having to pay so much effing money for a place I hate to be. Not being alone anymore. These are things I am never going to pay for again, in my entire life. I feel better already. I also requested info on grad school here at NAU. If I'm not sure where I'm going, I might as well be learning, right? This is my decision, right now.
I'm going to have more time for the people I love.
I'm going to have more money for things that actually matter to me (as opposed to ridic rent prices!).
I'm going to do a lot of the things I have always wanted to do.
And that's where you friends come in. It's summer. Anyone want to go to the Grand Canyon with me? Anyone want to take a horseback riding lesson with me? Sedona? Jerome? Let's go, everyone! At the end of my life, I want the pleasure of knowing I got to experience as much as possible. And it would be my extreme pleasure knowing that it was with the people I love.
So, friends: Let's all have an adventure. Time to go live the life God gave me.