this is the end
so the drama for the most part is over...and i was on the short end of the stick...it's ok, i knew it was coming, she shed alot of tears and maybe a few from me too...but i know shes not sure about her decision and i know things change all the time, she isnt letting me go and there is a happy medium...im single and i will act the part for sure a little alone time but ill bounce back up, her and i have too much in common and have too good a time for me to lose a friend...the future is a place that most people cant see, i know i cant, i know she cant and i dont know what it holds for either of us. i know that im gonna throw a little buffett on the ipod, maybe a few sad songs maybe drink the last of the beer in my fridge and move on for the most part...everyone has inner demons me included and maybe this, my 30th year on this planet is the year i exercise them maybe i just did, a relationship that deep deep down, where i dont like to listen to new it was destined for failure.