I Know It's Going To Be Alright, Someway Somehow Tonight...
So yeah I'm pretty scared.
My personality is changing and it's just hard to get used to.
I haven't been hanging out with my usual friend group as much.
And I miss them, a lot.
And it's not that I work a lot, I mean I don't work a lot.
I have started to not care about what people think of me.
And stopped wanting to fit in.
I guess I have just realised I will never fit in.
I am so different then my friends at school.
I am so different from my friends that aren't in school.
I am loosing touch with friends.
And that means people from Sacred Heart, and NHS.
Nobody likes to talk anymore.
I miss our heart to hearts.
I miss the way things used to be.
But I like some of the new people I have become close with.
I just wish I could hit a rewind button on life.
And maybe things could be a little different now, but better you know.
I hate how people dislike me, I mean honeslty unless I've been a total bitch then why do you hate me.
I'd like it if you just told me to my face why you were mad at me.
Cause your reasoning would make me a better person.
I definately hate being pissed off.
And I hate when it rains it just makes me in a crappy mood.
Anyways sorry for bitching, I just need to tell people that if they have a problem with me tell it to my face.
Or I will never change.
-Nicole<3
My personality is changing and it's just hard to get used to.
I haven't been hanging out with my usual friend group as much.
And I miss them, a lot.
And it's not that I work a lot, I mean I don't work a lot.
I have started to not care about what people think of me.
And stopped wanting to fit in.
I guess I have just realised I will never fit in.
I am so different then my friends at school.
I am so different from my friends that aren't in school.
I am loosing touch with friends.
And that means people from Sacred Heart, and NHS.
Nobody likes to talk anymore.
I miss our heart to hearts.
I miss the way things used to be.
But I like some of the new people I have become close with.
I just wish I could hit a rewind button on life.
And maybe things could be a little different now, but better you know.
I hate how people dislike me, I mean honeslty unless I've been a total bitch then why do you hate me.
I'd like it if you just told me to my face why you were mad at me.
Cause your reasoning would make me a better person.
I definately hate being pissed off.
And I hate when it rains it just makes me in a crappy mood.
Anyways sorry for bitching, I just need to tell people that if they have a problem with me tell it to my face.
Or I will never change.
-Nicole<3