My Hearts Still Breaking, I Miss You Even More, And I Can't Fake It, Not Like I Did Before..
So today was fun. Megan and Dillon came over, we made KD and watched Megz and my movie that we filmed and our gangster video Kevin filmed. We also scared my sisters friends on msn and watched weird movies and salad fingers and were weird kids. Then Steve and Ryan came and visited us. We all hung outside and Dillon and Steve kept saying the "c" word and the "n" bomb and it was funny to see Ryan get all upset and offended beacuse they were apparently talking about "his people" bahaha. Then we went to the park and Ryan and Dillon were gangsters then we went back to my house. While there Steve and Megz tainted half of my couch (stupid people!) and then I tickelled Ryan and Dillon and they got mad at me and then started abusing me/eachother. Then Ryan went on my ski machine and ended up with white spots on his pants which Stephen claimed were from him. Then Addison came and picked up all of the boys and then Megan walked home. All and all it was a pretty funny day!
Tomorrow = chillin with my HIGGA / JIGGA but before that I am getting RED HIGHLIGHTS in the underneath of my hair and I can't wait I am getting a haircut (bangs!). Yesss I have been looking forward to this for a long time :)
Annnndddd, I got bored. . . . . The result of my boredom is :
[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs.McDonald
[2] Last sentance/phrase you said: hey
[3] Last song you sang: AM to PM with Megan.. and Dillon laughed at us
[4] Last person you hugged: Megz
[5] Last thing you laughed at: Something Ryan said
[6] Type of house you live in: A box.
[7] Last time you cried: 10 minutes ago
[8] What's in your CD player: Spice Girls.... BITCH!
[9] What color socks are you wearing: No socks.. ooo0000ooo scandelous ;)
[10] What's under your bed: some stuffed animals and a deflated blow up chair
[11] What time did you wake up today: 11ish
[12] Current taste: gum! MINTY!
[13] Current hair: brown and down
[14] Current clothes: a shit, some pants, underwear, you know the drill
[15] Current annoyance: my dad
[16] Current longing: not to be invisible anymore
[17] Current display picture: some dude and some words.
[18] Current worry: the 28th.
[19] Current hate: my headache
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: My new jacket :)
[21] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: hair
[22] Last CD that you listened to: umm Bleed The Dream I think.
[23] Favorite place to be: outside
[24] Least favorite place: anywhere where people care about what you look like
[25] Time you wake up in the morning: usually 10
[26] If you could play an instrument, what would it be? The piano/keyboard.. Lawrence does it best <3
[27] Favorite color scheme: green and purple or yellow and white
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: yes.
[29] How tall are you? 5'3ish
[30] Current favorite word/saying: yo
[31] Favorite book: I Capture The Castle or The Secret Garden
[32] Favorite season: spring or fall
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: anyone who has either died or disappeared from my life.
[34] Favorite day: any day that I can relax and spend time with my friends
[35] Where do you want to go: Mexico.. Europe.. you name it I want to go there.. well there are exceptions.. ie. Kentucky.
[36] What is your career going to be like: Hopefully I will be rich, but most likely not lol
[37] How many kids do you want: 2 or 1 or I will adopt lol
[38] What kind of car will you have: box on wheels is the only way to go, actually the only car I would ever want is a VW Beetle.
[[[HAVE YOU EVER...]]]
[Said "I love you" and meant it:] yes.
[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird, etc:] MY DOGS HURT ME!
[Been to New York?] I wish.
[Been to Florida?: ] ONCE!
[San Diego, Cali?: ] I wish again
[Hawaii?: ] Want to!
[Mexico?: ] THREE TIMES!!!
[China?] No
[Canada?] No way.. I hear they live in igloos...
[Danced naked?: ] haha not fully naked.
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] YEAH!
[Wanted to be the opposite sex:] No but their lives are less confusing and dont get their periods so I envy them in some ways lol
[Had an imaginary friend?] No
[[[RANDOM]]]
[Do you have a crush on someone?] I guess you would call it a crush
[What book are you reading now?: ] I am not reading anything
[Worst feeling in the world:] Being told you are not good enough for someone.
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?:] Look out my window
[How many rings before you answer?] The least amount of rings before I get my ass up and answer the phone
[Future daughter's name:] I like the name Bridgett
[Future son's name:] Hopefully something cool like... Mr.Suave. haha no problaly.. Ben and I will make his middle name Dover :P
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] Yes a teddy bear.
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: I would be a photographer
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: ] Righty! Representin!
[Wish you were here: ] Yes in my computer.. who doesn't ?
[College plans:]University actually.
[Piercing:] 2
[Do you do drugs?] Never have
[Do you drink:] Casually.. meaning when I am bored
[What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?] Dove or.. that Austrailian one.. oh and I have some Herbal Essences :)
[What are you most scared of?] Someone raping / killing me when I am trying to sleep at home.. or having someone shoot a bullet through my window and have it killing me.. or having my plane crash and everyone die.. or getting into a car crash.. yes those ones are what I am most scared of but I am really scared of everything
[What clothes do you sleep in?] What clothes?? Bahaha no really some flannel pants and a comfey shirt :)
[Who is the last person that called you?] My grandmother
[Where do you want to get married?] On a beach in Mexico.
[If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?] To not be so vulnerable.. and to learn to let go
[Who do you really hate?] Nobody.
[Favorite number:] 3 my soccer number :)
[Been In Love?] I am.
[Are You Timely or Always Late:] Late for soccer, on time for everything else!
[Do You Have a Job:] Hopefully on Thursday!
[Do You Like Being Around People:] Yes I am social
[Best feeling in the world:] Having someone tell you they love you
[Are you for world peace:] Yeah it would be nice to have everyone get along for once
[Are you a health freak:] No I just watch what I eat
[Do you have A "Type" Of Person you always go after:] The different ones
[Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now:] I always will.
[Are You Lonely Right Now: ] Mhmm.
[Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: ] Yes because I'm afraid I will love someone who wont love me back (again)
[Do You Want To Get Married:] Of course
[Do You Want Kids:] I dont want to have kids.. I just want them to magically appear.. well behaved.... and potty trained..
[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]]]
[cried:] twice
[Bought something:] nope
[Gotten Sick:] nope
[Sang:] YES!
[Said I Love you:] To a friend but not really as more than friends
[Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them:] It wouldn't matter they know already
[Met Someone New:] No
[Talked To someone:] Yeah
[Had A Serious Talk:] Not really
[Missed Someone:] Yeah!
[Hugged Someone:] Yup
[Kissed Someone:] No not in a month.
The asian guys in the ebaumsworld video are my idols. 'Nuff said.
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/annoyingasians.html ...You love it.
<3333 Talk to you later alligator.
Nicole
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