geting that same old feeling
well its been a few months since i have had this feeling feeling like a doormat and once again it is from a girl. I dont know why i always want what i cant have i give evrthing and expect nothing back i guess thats a good thing since i never get anything back except now is not the rright time or things just aarent working i have great friiends that can help me thourgh this but i just feel like i need something more this girl means the world to me ever time i try to move on i cant some about her just pulls me in i have cared about this girl for so long she is the only one i have evry trulry loved. Even after she left me i watched out for her asked her how she was how thing are going evrone has told me just be there ffor her and be ourself and she will come to her scencesjust being around her will turn my day around latley i have been her sholder to cry on her knight in shinning armor you could say but is that enough to win her heart i want to do more but i dont want to scare her away but i dont want to get hurt evertime a girl leaves me it seems like they take a peace of me with them and i am affraid there will be nothing left after this one