Sep 26, 2005 17:18
thing have been getting a bit better but not much work is going really well and i cant wait to get back into school now that i am ready to.not really worried about the kymmy thing now i see that she just uses pple and is ungreatful but. one of my good friends thinks i pick on her too much i think she is right i dont mean to it just happens even though i think she needs to take jokes a bit better maybe grow up a bit and not take everthing so seriusly.i guess the reason i pick on here is becuase of what happened between us i have forgiven her and sean but i dont think i can ever just forget about it it hurt so bad when i heard what happened and when it happened i felt so used like i ment nothing and then i was asked to just forget about it they need to understand how they went about things was wrong if they would have just told me and been honest i would have been better. dont get me wrong i still love them like family and they really are true friends and i forgive them but i guess deep down inside there is still a part of me that is pissed off and that is why i pick on them so much but i dont mean to hurt them so sorry