passing on
a tumultuous week and it's just pass the halfway mark. colleagues with unsatisfactory work, fellow consultants throwing tantrums and egos, even strangers down the road blaming others for which it is not of their doing.
i observed, digest and cannot comprehend how we all cannot be honest to ourselves, others and in any given situation, be mature and rational to react in a manner free of negativity. is it that difficult to seek for peace of mind in an already chaotic world? are we not able to rein in our emotions to see the calm in the storm?
and in this constant bewilderment and need to know why, i sometimes lose sleep, playing the question numerous times and hoping that a messiah could deliver an answer to this strange human phenomena.
whilst the question lingers this wednesday evening, the news of a passing acquaintance rattled the senses and asked that i not seek an obvious answer. with three deaths in a span of a month, the gnawing thought was a pest not worth engaging.
there is always a better use of my time, energy and spirit