enough is enough.
OK so heres the story.
Today has been a landmark for me.It seems to me that the only way to avoid a full blown breakdown is to stop what I'm doing and take a step back.Musicians are a funny lot,sometimes I wish all of them were dead sometimes I love every minute and everyone involved,so before I take action on the former,I am taking a break.Y'see,my house is a fucking mess,half my equipment is wrecked,my head is FUCKED and I cant sleep thru worrying about letting people down.Therefore,I need to drop the nice guy thing and get a little more hardnosed about all of this.I refuse to have my love of music destroyed by a shower of thoughtless musicians,so therefore.....NO MORE MR NICE GUY!!!!!
Tomorrow,I am cleaning the live room,it will take ALL FUCKING DAY.when thats done,the new rules come into effect.
Taking charge of these types of situation is so not me,but I'm going to try.Its got to beat all this weepy confused john shit.I'm 32 years old and should not be bursting into tears at things I can normally cope with.
wish me luck.
hope you are all smiling
have a smile for me cos I cant just now.
xxx
Today has been a landmark for me.It seems to me that the only way to avoid a full blown breakdown is to stop what I'm doing and take a step back.Musicians are a funny lot,sometimes I wish all of them were dead sometimes I love every minute and everyone involved,so before I take action on the former,I am taking a break.Y'see,my house is a fucking mess,half my equipment is wrecked,my head is FUCKED and I cant sleep thru worrying about letting people down.Therefore,I need to drop the nice guy thing and get a little more hardnosed about all of this.I refuse to have my love of music destroyed by a shower of thoughtless musicians,so therefore.....NO MORE MR NICE GUY!!!!!
Tomorrow,I am cleaning the live room,it will take ALL FUCKING DAY.when thats done,the new rules come into effect.
Taking charge of these types of situation is so not me,but I'm going to try.Its got to beat all this weepy confused john shit.I'm 32 years old and should not be bursting into tears at things I can normally cope with.
wish me luck.
hope you are all smiling
have a smile for me cos I cant just now.
xxx