Oh thinking about our younger years
Today has been a day focused on the future. I've cleaned, I've purchased, I've organized and I've reminisced. Jess and I are really moving in 3 1/2 months...it's so weird to think about it. I know I've travelled a lot and I've had to leave a lot of places and people behind...every time it is so difficult for me. I don't even really like Columbia. I don't have too many people keeping me here (Brian being the biggest exception). Still...I can't believe I'm actually going and may never live here again. Fucking crazy.
Jess and I spent part of the night scrapbooking/photo albuming (yes, I know, not a real word). We looked back at the good ol' days. My time in Spain. My summer with dearest Eliza-beth. Even back to happening days. We stumbled upon a picture of Shea, Abi and I when things were simpler and I didn't help fuck things up. It was a very sweet moment in time that I'll always treasure. There were a lot of moments like that in our venture. Like with Eliza and me making the rolling eye & baring teeth combo face. Or Doug, Jess and I after his drunken run, while he ate a banana.
Time is money and it all spends so quickly...There's so much I want to do and so much I want to be...I feel like we resist it though, for fear of leaving the comfortable behind. When the time comes, I know I'll move on. I always have (well, in situations like this). I just hope I've done everything that I can to prepare and leave with my whole heart.
I'm fucking tired, so I suppose that's it for now. Much lovage to you all.
Jess and I spent part of the night scrapbooking/photo albuming (yes, I know, not a real word). We looked back at the good ol' days. My time in Spain. My summer with dearest Eliza-beth. Even back to happening days. We stumbled upon a picture of Shea, Abi and I when things were simpler and I didn't help fuck things up. It was a very sweet moment in time that I'll always treasure. There were a lot of moments like that in our venture. Like with Eliza and me making the rolling eye & baring teeth combo face. Or Doug, Jess and I after his drunken run, while he ate a banana.
Time is money and it all spends so quickly...There's so much I want to do and so much I want to be...I feel like we resist it though, for fear of leaving the comfortable behind. When the time comes, I know I'll move on. I always have (well, in situations like this). I just hope I've done everything that I can to prepare and leave with my whole heart.
I'm fucking tired, so I suppose that's it for now. Much lovage to you all.