Don't look at me that way...
So I've been having really strange dreams lately. I'm sure it's just my subconscious speaking to me, revealing my secret desires. Or it could be the food I'm eating. Or maybe my withdrawal from Coke. The drink, of course.
I had some coke this weekend, but I've been reading that damn book, A Million Little Pieces and I believe just speaking of addictions reminds me of mine. I don't know why I'm rambling about a fucking caffeine addiction.
I was really hoping the boys, Jess, and I could go to Disney World before we left for Montclair. Looks like that won't happen! That's okay, though. I'm hoping I can still get my vacation time because lord knows we'll need the dinero. I'm excited about moving. Hell, I'm excited about going back to school! Has hell frozen over? Have I turned over a new leaf? Perhaps I just hate the monotony and regulations of 9-5 work.
I'm hungry. Unfortunately, I'll only be having a slim fast for dinner. Eventually I'll be able to have pizza and pasta and CHEESE and chocolate again. One never fully realizes how much they love cheese until they have to avoid it because it is so goddamn fattening! For me right now, it's more important to feel good about myself than to eat a yummy chicken ranch calzone from Za's or Cafe Latte cheesecake from Macaroni Grill or Tortellini from Tombo's.
I've lost some pounds so I'm pretty pleased. I can't wait to move. I'm having a Spain day today, so I can't wait to go back there, either. How fucking awesome would it be to live in Europe? :)
I had some coke this weekend, but I've been reading that damn book, A Million Little Pieces and I believe just speaking of addictions reminds me of mine. I don't know why I'm rambling about a fucking caffeine addiction.
I was really hoping the boys, Jess, and I could go to Disney World before we left for Montclair. Looks like that won't happen! That's okay, though. I'm hoping I can still get my vacation time because lord knows we'll need the dinero. I'm excited about moving. Hell, I'm excited about going back to school! Has hell frozen over? Have I turned over a new leaf? Perhaps I just hate the monotony and regulations of 9-5 work.
I'm hungry. Unfortunately, I'll only be having a slim fast for dinner. Eventually I'll be able to have pizza and pasta and CHEESE and chocolate again. One never fully realizes how much they love cheese until they have to avoid it because it is so goddamn fattening! For me right now, it's more important to feel good about myself than to eat a yummy chicken ranch calzone from Za's or Cafe Latte cheesecake from Macaroni Grill or Tortellini from Tombo's.
I've lost some pounds so I'm pretty pleased. I can't wait to move. I'm having a Spain day today, so I can't wait to go back there, either. How fucking awesome would it be to live in Europe? :)