helpless

[scarxtissue]

Iam so tried of things...i just dont feel welcome anywhere i go or do. I've tried my best to make things better but they never get any better and i dont't know what to do. I keep getting pushed away from the ones i love and i dont understand why??? Something i have said or done...its just like friends are more important than family members that have always been there for you...yet when she needs you are never there...and now i so lost i don't know what to do.
<3 christa