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I'm not a hero, I'm a villian who's just too afraid and too stuborn to act. I don't know what keeps me grounded more, my faith (which has been slipping), my stubornness (which I assume will never slip), or my fear of letting down the people I care about. It really disturbs me that I have all these things I want to do or say, things I shouldn't want to do or say.
I missed church again today. I'm here now stacking chairs though. (this being my break, so i can write my thoughts down..)
Chaz Richards asked me if I had been thinking about moving out. Which, I have, but not seriously. He said that him and some other guys (there would be four of us total) are looking into buying a house, and he asked if I'd be interested.. All christian guys, and Chaz and DW are people that I look up to in a way. Chaz, just because I've never really seen him stuble, and that gives hope.. And DW because he's just so intense.. always has been. So I am seriously considering it. Chaz said it would be about 400/mo + utilities.. Not sure, but I'm thinking that would be about 450 or so total.. That would be about 225 a pay check. Plus 115 a pay check to my car payments, so, if I'm making 600 or so a paycheck, that would leave me with 260 a paycheck to cover insurance, savings, (tithe), and gas, then whatever left for my spending. (listed in order of importance..) I'm not sure how much the monthly insurance would be with the Scion, still have to look into that.. But it's Def. a possibility I think. I get paid on Wednesday, and that will be my average I think (I've been getting a fairly steady number of hours the last two weeks), so I'll be able to adjust my numbers accordingly.
They have plans to really deck out this house too. Chaz said it's going to be pretty nice, since one of the guys works at Circuit City, they've got all this home entertainment stuff.. If utilities includes cable, then I can assume we'd be getting RoadRunner Internet.. If thats the case, then I could easily broadcast (once I get the station up and running) from "The House" (i.e. "Comming at you from The House, I'm Freddy Nassar (or whatever DJ name i pick up..?)) and I'd have access to cheaper CDs and sound equipment (mics, wiring, stuff like that).. Heck, they might even be interested in helping out.
I don't know. Have to see how this works out, they want to move on a decision in the next couple weeks.
I missed church again today. I'm here now stacking chairs though. (this being my break, so i can write my thoughts down..)
Chaz Richards asked me if I had been thinking about moving out. Which, I have, but not seriously. He said that him and some other guys (there would be four of us total) are looking into buying a house, and he asked if I'd be interested.. All christian guys, and Chaz and DW are people that I look up to in a way. Chaz, just because I've never really seen him stuble, and that gives hope.. And DW because he's just so intense.. always has been. So I am seriously considering it. Chaz said it would be about 400/mo + utilities.. Not sure, but I'm thinking that would be about 450 or so total.. That would be about 225 a pay check. Plus 115 a pay check to my car payments, so, if I'm making 600 or so a paycheck, that would leave me with 260 a paycheck to cover insurance, savings, (tithe), and gas, then whatever left for my spending. (listed in order of importance..) I'm not sure how much the monthly insurance would be with the Scion, still have to look into that.. But it's Def. a possibility I think. I get paid on Wednesday, and that will be my average I think (I've been getting a fairly steady number of hours the last two weeks), so I'll be able to adjust my numbers accordingly.
They have plans to really deck out this house too. Chaz said it's going to be pretty nice, since one of the guys works at Circuit City, they've got all this home entertainment stuff.. If utilities includes cable, then I can assume we'd be getting RoadRunner Internet.. If thats the case, then I could easily broadcast (once I get the station up and running) from "The House" (i.e. "Comming at you from The House, I'm Freddy Nassar (or whatever DJ name i pick up..?)) and I'd have access to cheaper CDs and sound equipment (mics, wiring, stuff like that).. Heck, they might even be interested in helping out.
I don't know. Have to see how this works out, they want to move on a decision in the next couple weeks.