i feel alot better everything is looking up

[scarsoftheflesh]

aww megan we had the best talk last night...im glad were friends again and not fighting =) cuz fighting sucks...n we shuldnt be fighting each other...well..not like that..i liked our fight about the "pink" and blue sign the first night we met..tehehe...but yeah i hope we always stay friends and yu know im here for yu whenever yu need it...i guess im so happy cuz it doesnt really feel like we broke up..but im really going 2 miss all the good times we had...and i hope u wont remember me by the bad things that happened...tehehe but i still luv yu bunches of course who couldnt...yu sexy lil dream gurl...well i hope everything works out for you...and maybi even for us..but if not...yuve got a true friend who loves yu a ton...mwah luv ya sweetheart idk what else to dsay except for i will miss holding yu..but u have to let me give you your friday night of layin lookin up at the stars talkin abou t anything taking a long walk and talking and holding hands starin in each others eyes me being overcome by your smell, your touch your beauty..and maybi at the end of the night a good night kiss...yeah we soo need to do that b4 yu leave...tehhe well...imma go babe i hope i can talk to you soon i luv yu still soooo dearly

"i keep you so close to my heart
all along i should have know, i was holding too tight
just afraid to let yu go
now your just outside my reach, and i wonder
can i save you before you fly away
like a balloon floating ever higher, lost in the
sea of forever"

"the calm before the storm"
"if you were made of glass i wrap you in a blanket,
seeing as your made of soemthing more fragile,
ill wrap you in my love
so youll never break"