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[scarsofserenity]

today was terrible...
i was in such a bad mood
that i couldnt help
but laugh at everything..
it made me kinda nervous.
haha..
but then i got to
see my baby face cakes
and im okay now..
Hah.
Im still sad though..
i dont know why..
i hate leaving him..
i wish i could just
sit there with him
forever and ever...
but not yet...
soon enough.. i will be free..
once im 17 im fucking out
this bitch... like a mother fucker..
haha... i cant wait to
get away from them all...
hopefully he wont get sick
of me or something, because
i fucking love him.
and in november i can leave..
and be with him... and
not have to deal with my familys
insanity.

im done here though
i have nothing to talk
about...
im like in a good mood...
but want to die at the same time
fucking weird...
but yeah im going to go
hang out with my gecko
cause he doesnt yell..
i appriciate it..
hah