Glasses or Contacts?
My eyes are fuckin killing meh! Urgh.
But yeah, anyhoo. I haven't updated much because I am..
1. Been too busy.
2. A lazy bastard.
School sucks. I only hang out with Raven and a few of her friends. I haven't met anyone else that I am interested in becoming friends with.. or even interested in talking to.
I miss Largo and all of my old friends. I miss the respect I had gained there. This place sucks.
I'm going to start begging my mom to see if she'll let me stay in Florida with my aunt and uncle when we go back down in December. That'd be the best Christmas present ever. That'd be the best THING ever. I swear, if she could just grant me that one wish of staying there.. I'd never ask for anything else again.
I've been thinking about Amanda a lot lately. Every time I do I get this feeling in my stomach.. like the fluttering feeling I got when I first met her. Then, for some reason, I come close to tears and become angry with myself... and end up smashing or tearing up something. Its stupid, but I guess destroying something is what makes me feel better....
Maybe I am borderline. I'm just about to fucking snap if one more thing goes wrong.
I want Amanda back. I just want to hold her and never let go of her again. Thats the only fucking reason I want to go back to Florida. I could care less about my old friends, Largo High, etc. All I want is her. I miss her so much. Its making me sick inside...
Maybe she really is an unnecessary drug... A drug that I've become addicted to.
But yeah, anyhoo. I haven't updated much because I am..
1. Been too busy.
2. A lazy bastard.
School sucks. I only hang out with Raven and a few of her friends. I haven't met anyone else that I am interested in becoming friends with.. or even interested in talking to.
I miss Largo and all of my old friends. I miss the respect I had gained there. This place sucks.
I'm going to start begging my mom to see if she'll let me stay in Florida with my aunt and uncle when we go back down in December. That'd be the best Christmas present ever. That'd be the best THING ever. I swear, if she could just grant me that one wish of staying there.. I'd never ask for anything else again.
I've been thinking about Amanda a lot lately. Every time I do I get this feeling in my stomach.. like the fluttering feeling I got when I first met her. Then, for some reason, I come close to tears and become angry with myself... and end up smashing or tearing up something. Its stupid, but I guess destroying something is what makes me feel better....
Maybe I am borderline. I'm just about to fucking snap if one more thing goes wrong.
I want Amanda back. I just want to hold her and never let go of her again. Thats the only fucking reason I want to go back to Florida. I could care less about my old friends, Largo High, etc. All I want is her. I miss her so much. Its making me sick inside...
Maybe she really is an unnecessary drug... A drug that I've become addicted to.