Day 77: Patient Therapy Sheet

[scarsnblueeyes]

Day 77
Your Name: Naruto Uzumaki
Suicidal Ideation: 100/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: It feels like an hour...
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: The leaf came back...
Moods Experienced Today: Pain
Mood Triggers: The blood on my blankets...
Significant Thoughts of the Day: ...........
Favorite Time of Day and Why: ........

Comments

[the_hawkseyes]

Do you mind if I come by and take a look at those cuts? Maybe you could use a hand taking care of them?

[private]
I know you don't know me, but I am willing to listen, if you want to talk.
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[scarsnblueeyes]

Help would be nice. I don't think you can clean cuts with soap and water, so I can't do that.

As for talking.... if you don't mind listening... It would be very nice of you.... even though it's not your job....

Private

[the_hawkseyes]

I'm on my way. If there's anything that needs stitches, we'll just move to my office.

I became a doctor because I like to help people. If it helps you to have someone listen, I'm more then happy to do it.

Private

[scarsnblueeyes]

............this is going to sound odd... but you remind me of my mother and grandmother...

Private

[the_hawkseyes]

Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

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[scarsnblueeyes]

Oh! It's a good thing. My mother was the most loving person in the world. She took care of everyone, no matter what. She died when I was little though.

My Grandmother is the same way. She's a doctor too. She doesn't care what the problem is, she'll always try to fix it.

I miss them....

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[the_hawkseyes]

I'm definitely going to take it as a compliment, then. They sound amazing.

This has to be really hard on you.

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[scarsnblueeyes]

It is and it isn't....

My mother's been dead for a long time, so there isn't any reason for me to be upset about that... but my grandmother...

When I left her, they were taking her to the hospital... I know she's alive... but she hasn't tried to contact me or anything....

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[the_hawkseyes]

You can still miss your mother, even if she's been gone for a long time. It's not like there's a time limit on that.

What was wrong with your grandmother?

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[scarsnblueeyes]

one of my personalities attacked her.... almost killed her....

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[the_hawkseyes]

But it wasn't you.

She's family. It may take some time, but if she's half as amazing as you describe her, she'll want to talk to you.

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[scarsnblueeyes]

But it was me! Kyuubi might be another personality but it was still my hands that did it...

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[the_hawkseyes]

But this personality didn't want it.

Do you know why Kyuubi did that?

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[scarsnblueeyes]

I don't know why Kyuubi does half the stuff he does...

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[the_hawkseyes]

Was it Kyuubi that cut you last night?

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[scarsnblueeyes]

The ones from last night, yes...

The ones that are still bleeding, no...