Day 75: Patient Therapy Sheet

[scarsnblueeyes]

Day 75
Your Name: Naruto Uzumaki
Suicidal Ideation: 0
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: About three hours. To excited to sleep.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None
Moods Experienced Today: Excitement, depression, happiness
Mood Triggers: The dance, the pool party, Sasuke
Significant Thoughts of the Day: why does he have to be

Comments

[strngrthnuthnk]

I'm glad you had fun, Naruto!

[Private]
Naruto... what's going on?

Private

[scarsnblueeyes]

It's horrible Sakura... One minute everything is fine with me and Sasuke and the next... The next I realize that he's gotta be just playing with me cause he's a staff member and we can't be together.

Why the hell would someone even pretend to like someone if they can't be with them? Or do you think he's doing all this just to make fun of me later. I seen him with that other guy too. Long hair, pale skin... I think he works here too. Maybe Sasuke's doing this cause he and that guy need a good laugh.

Or maybe it was all his brother's idea. I don't know why but Itachi hates me. Did something happen in the past to make him hate me?

I don't think I'm going to leave my room tomorrow.

Private

[strngrthnuthnk]

...

Wait...

WHAT!?

Okay, first of all, what happened between you and Sasuke?

Second, what guy?

Private

[scarsnblueeyes]

Sasuke and I... I don't think there is anything there Sakura. Whatever there could have been, I probably ruined. Though he claims it's because of him and his reasons for not wanting me to be in love with him. As if I could help who I fall in love with.

I don't know what guy. Sasuke was with him at the dance for a while before I came up to him. They seemed pretty close.

If I disappear for a while... I am probably going to let Noriko take over...

Private

[strngrthnuthnk]

You.... you love Sasuke? How? ...When?... Naruto...

I... I wonder...

Naruto, don't be silly. I'll just have to take more pictures of you in a dress if you do something like that. I... I want to see you happy, but... But you have to learn to handle things as yourself...

Private

[scarsnblueeyes]

I don't know when, I don't know why, and I don't know how... I just know I do... it's annoying and irritating and I wish I didn't!

I don't care about pictures of me in a dress. Have you see some of the people around here? Me wearing a dress is hardly black mail worthy anymore. Mr. Ashford wore a dress to the dance, so did Sora.

I'm trying to handle it Sakura. But how am I suppose to do that when every time I turn around he's there?

Maybe Kyuubi can get me locked up in solitary or something.

Private

[strngrthnuthnk]

No! Naruto! Please don't say things like that! And people will always be there! You can't just give up because you have to see them!

Private

[scarsnblueeyes]

People? Sakura all I have is you. I don't even have any friends here.

Private

[strngrthnuthnk]

That's not true, and that's not what I meant.

People you don't want to see will always be around you, Naruto. You'll have to see them, it's part of life.

Private

[scarsnblueeyes]

What's not true about it? Name one friend I've got here, that isn't you.

Lucky for me, it's easy to ignore the people I don't want to see. I can just go another way, and not see them.

Please don't try to be my therapist Sakura. I already have one... even if I haven't spoken to him lately.

Re: Private

[strngrthnuthnk]

...

Fine. Be that way.