(no subject)
You aren't going to read this entry, and I'm not sure if that makes me feel better or worse.
I noticed just now that I am not on your friends list.
And it's just livejournal, right? It doesn't really mean anything right?
But it does.
I know exactly what it means.
It means that you don't want to have to read my happy posts.
Well if it makes you feel better, I'm just good at faking it.
I'm not over it.
I've not forgiven myself.
And I'll stop bothering you, if you want me to.
But you're going to have to ask because I can't bear to take that kind of hint.
So I guess I'll call you now.
We'll both fake a short conversation... again.
And you'll come up with a reasonable excuse to get off the phone.
I noticed just now that I am not on your friends list.
And it's just livejournal, right? It doesn't really mean anything right?
But it does.
I know exactly what it means.
It means that you don't want to have to read my happy posts.
Well if it makes you feel better, I'm just good at faking it.
I'm not over it.
I've not forgiven myself.
And I'll stop bothering you, if you want me to.
But you're going to have to ask because I can't bear to take that kind of hint.
So I guess I'll call you now.
We'll both fake a short conversation... again.
And you'll come up with a reasonable excuse to get off the phone.