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This journal is deleted. I will NO longer write in it.
I find livejournal to be FULL of Drama that I know Im better than. Im not deleting it fully, because If I do that then after 30 days its gone for good and I still want to look back on how I felt years ago.
Im moving in a new direction in life. Even if Im standing alone, without any girls then thats fine by me. I would hang out with guys than girls any day. Im just so sick of the drama Girls bring. Yes, I can bring drama but like now when Im talking to a girl and she just starts talking shit about someone.. I just think in my head "are you serious right now.. why am I even talking to her.. who am I to know she doesnt talk shit about me?" Its just a waste of your time to talk about someone.. You have more to life then just hating everything.. Thats what I used to be.. the hater or everything. I was put threw too many challeneges at a young age and that has made me into a strong person today, and that makes me confident that Im stronger than most of you. I dont care how that sounds.. but I was pushed around a lot cause people would doubt my strenght. But I know in a battle I could win, with most of you :) So Im done with all the hate, Im going to have peace in my life. Its time. and Iam ready to start over with positive thoughts. NOT negitive.
and with the "LOVE" life. haha Im so done with guys. Yes I have new guy friends that Iam so happy for.. but Relationships do nothing but hurt friendships. I would have so many great friendships with people if I didnt have relationships with them.. and Its funny how people go around saying me and Simbo are a couple and are all over each others "Shit" When THat night we talked like 2 times? and Me and Simbo have talked and said we will always be close friends.. never will a relationship happen casue we know how they all end. We were just going threw some of the same emotions and we looked to each other for support and help. So yes continue to talk and give me dirty looks, I could honestly care less. But Iam going to be single for a very long time. I havent been single sense 8th grade.. Ive spent my whole teenage life being in a relationship, its time to have fun and not be tied down and Its feels good sometimes, you do get lonely but thats where your friends come in.
Well I guess this was my farwell entry.. Im done with this.. maybe when Im way older and people have matured I will write agian, but I dont think so. New life, New Slate. Its time for a change. and Im ready.
I find livejournal to be FULL of Drama that I know Im better than. Im not deleting it fully, because If I do that then after 30 days its gone for good and I still want to look back on how I felt years ago.
Im moving in a new direction in life. Even if Im standing alone, without any girls then thats fine by me. I would hang out with guys than girls any day. Im just so sick of the drama Girls bring. Yes, I can bring drama but like now when Im talking to a girl and she just starts talking shit about someone.. I just think in my head "are you serious right now.. why am I even talking to her.. who am I to know she doesnt talk shit about me?" Its just a waste of your time to talk about someone.. You have more to life then just hating everything.. Thats what I used to be.. the hater or everything. I was put threw too many challeneges at a young age and that has made me into a strong person today, and that makes me confident that Im stronger than most of you. I dont care how that sounds.. but I was pushed around a lot cause people would doubt my strenght. But I know in a battle I could win, with most of you :) So Im done with all the hate, Im going to have peace in my life. Its time. and Iam ready to start over with positive thoughts. NOT negitive.
and with the "LOVE" life. haha Im so done with guys. Yes I have new guy friends that Iam so happy for.. but Relationships do nothing but hurt friendships. I would have so many great friendships with people if I didnt have relationships with them.. and Its funny how people go around saying me and Simbo are a couple and are all over each others "Shit" When THat night we talked like 2 times? and Me and Simbo have talked and said we will always be close friends.. never will a relationship happen casue we know how they all end. We were just going threw some of the same emotions and we looked to each other for support and help. So yes continue to talk and give me dirty looks, I could honestly care less. But Iam going to be single for a very long time. I havent been single sense 8th grade.. Ive spent my whole teenage life being in a relationship, its time to have fun and not be tied down and Its feels good sometimes, you do get lonely but thats where your friends come in.
Well I guess this was my farwell entry.. Im done with this.. maybe when Im way older and people have matured I will write agian, but I dont think so. New life, New Slate. Its time for a change. and Im ready.