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Saturday-
Had a blast. God wasted and it felt so good to just have a good time with everyone. First me and Arlene just drove around and waited for everyone to get back from the Homecoming dance. First we stopped by Coreys and hung with him for a little bit. Then flea and Stephanie picked him up and we headed to Chandlers. We stayed there for about a 1/2 hour and left cause there was too many people so then we headed to Bree B's and everyone from class of 06 was there so that was a lot of fun. Had a nice little chat with Slata! Then after that we had to leave so we followed Wurm, we didnt know where he was going but turns out he went to Melissa's. Well Mike and Tony were there, which really upset me because I felt like Tony was mad at me. I didnt know they were there and I didnt know where Tom was going so it wasent my fault. But before we entered her house I went to give someone a hug or something and fell right on the ground really hard. Omg I scraped my elbow really bad and bruised my buttcheek. Talk about hurt. But then I had a little chat with Sarah G in the bathroom about our fathers and how they both passed away which made me cry more. Then as the night passed I tried to talk to mike But of course he didnt want to hear it and kept passing out so I just gave up and Passed out on the couch. Woke up the next morning and took Arlene home.
Today while I was picking up my BC my mom called me and asked if I was home. I replied no and she said.. well someone might come by to look at the house. I paused for a moment and was like what.. and shes like well Im planning on selling the house cause I just cant afford it anymore. and I just said.. well looks like Im gonna have to get my own apartment now and said I have to go and hung up. I was just in shock and didnt feel good at all. I needed to talk to someone really bad, So I went to Mikes house. His car was there and I knocked on the door 2 times and he didnt answer. I know he didnt on purpose and that really hurt cause I really needed someone to talk to cause I was just so upset about the whole moving situation and I just needed someone to be there for me. and to a surprise he wasent. So from here on out Im not going to call him. If I really did mean something to him then maybe he will call me in the future, Im not really sure if he will or not and thats what makes me upset about this whole situation. I thought I knew him and I trusted him with my heart and now he wont even talks to me and when I see him in person and ask him about it, he gives me excuses. Why would you do that to someone you said I love you too for the first time ever. Ugh it just disapoints me so much. But im done crying about it.
Tomarrow Im hanging out with Simbo and may watch the boys play Basketball at Huron Park so that should be fun. I need to get out more and thats what Im going to do and I NEED TO GET A JOB.. anyone know whos hiring? please help a sista out. And after I hang out with Simmmmbo, Arlene is gonna put more blonde in my hair :D yay!
so that is all
tata
leave me some love. I could use it.
Had a blast. God wasted and it felt so good to just have a good time with everyone. First me and Arlene just drove around and waited for everyone to get back from the Homecoming dance. First we stopped by Coreys and hung with him for a little bit. Then flea and Stephanie picked him up and we headed to Chandlers. We stayed there for about a 1/2 hour and left cause there was too many people so then we headed to Bree B's and everyone from class of 06 was there so that was a lot of fun. Had a nice little chat with Slata! Then after that we had to leave so we followed Wurm, we didnt know where he was going but turns out he went to Melissa's. Well Mike and Tony were there, which really upset me because I felt like Tony was mad at me. I didnt know they were there and I didnt know where Tom was going so it wasent my fault. But before we entered her house I went to give someone a hug or something and fell right on the ground really hard. Omg I scraped my elbow really bad and bruised my buttcheek. Talk about hurt. But then I had a little chat with Sarah G in the bathroom about our fathers and how they both passed away which made me cry more. Then as the night passed I tried to talk to mike But of course he didnt want to hear it and kept passing out so I just gave up and Passed out on the couch. Woke up the next morning and took Arlene home.
Today while I was picking up my BC my mom called me and asked if I was home. I replied no and she said.. well someone might come by to look at the house. I paused for a moment and was like what.. and shes like well Im planning on selling the house cause I just cant afford it anymore. and I just said.. well looks like Im gonna have to get my own apartment now and said I have to go and hung up. I was just in shock and didnt feel good at all. I needed to talk to someone really bad, So I went to Mikes house. His car was there and I knocked on the door 2 times and he didnt answer. I know he didnt on purpose and that really hurt cause I really needed someone to talk to cause I was just so upset about the whole moving situation and I just needed someone to be there for me. and to a surprise he wasent. So from here on out Im not going to call him. If I really did mean something to him then maybe he will call me in the future, Im not really sure if he will or not and thats what makes me upset about this whole situation. I thought I knew him and I trusted him with my heart and now he wont even talks to me and when I see him in person and ask him about it, he gives me excuses. Why would you do that to someone you said I love you too for the first time ever. Ugh it just disapoints me so much. But im done crying about it.
Tomarrow Im hanging out with Simbo and may watch the boys play Basketball at Huron Park so that should be fun. I need to get out more and thats what Im going to do and I NEED TO GET A JOB.. anyone know whos hiring? please help a sista out. And after I hang out with Simmmmbo, Arlene is gonna put more blonde in my hair :D yay!
so that is all
tata
leave me some love. I could use it.