beyond forgetting.

[scarsandbullets]

it still feels the same.
i keep falling back to how i used to feel and i get so weak.

i regret it.
i regret the whole thing.
it wasn't worth our situation now.

i know i'm just supposed to wait but the feeling never goes away.
just the simple thought of the past hurts.
i hate how things are.
and i don't think i'll ever be able to get over things until things are fixed.
and i know they are...fixed.
the whole situation's just not fixed the way i want it to be.

i just want you back.

i don't think you know it, but i really do.

i'd take it all back if i could.