an academic mess.
i am quite frustrated with myself...
i hate to admit it but ever since the beginning of second term i have been slacking off badly.
so far today, i've been on the computer for roughly six hours and i have accomplished nothing.
i attempted to read the three books i borrowed from the library but they are very boring.
i also came to learn that watersheds are not the same as dams, so the books i borrowed are useless to my research anyway.
i can't keep my mind focused on any one academic subject, or any school work for that matter.
it has been that way ever since November, and my grades have been plummeting like a firebolt broom.
it really pisses me off that i am suddenly this way now...
at the beginning of senior year in high school, i studied every day for the ACET and UPCAT.
i was so damn studious and responsible (not being mayabang, just stating some form of comparison), yet now i spend my time trying to find distractions so i do not need to consume majority of my time with school work.
i don't know how to fix this, though i have been trying.
annoyance.
i'll give my english ARP one last shot for tonight.
if it doesn't work out, i'll try my luck at math.
and if not, i'll finish my fil paper.
come on lexa, get your head into it.
you're better than this.
i hate to admit it but ever since the beginning of second term i have been slacking off badly.
so far today, i've been on the computer for roughly six hours and i have accomplished nothing.
i attempted to read the three books i borrowed from the library but they are very boring.
i also came to learn that watersheds are not the same as dams, so the books i borrowed are useless to my research anyway.
i can't keep my mind focused on any one academic subject, or any school work for that matter.
it has been that way ever since November, and my grades have been plummeting like a firebolt broom.
it really pisses me off that i am suddenly this way now...
at the beginning of senior year in high school, i studied every day for the ACET and UPCAT.
i was so damn studious and responsible (not being mayabang, just stating some form of comparison), yet now i spend my time trying to find distractions so i do not need to consume majority of my time with school work.
i don't know how to fix this, though i have been trying.
annoyance.
i'll give my english ARP one last shot for tonight.
if it doesn't work out, i'll try my luck at math.
and if not, i'll finish my fil paper.
come on lexa, get your head into it.
you're better than this.