Sep 29, 2005 20:48
everything just seems so messed up right now.....i dont know why but it does!! why do i feel this way all the time....why do i feel like i have nobody...why? im sry if i have done anything wrong....im sry for everything i have ever said.....im sry for anything else.....i just feel like ive done something to someone or everybody.....i feel alone.....why am i so depressed....i shouldnt be like this......my life is okay...its not the best....but its okay....i hate feeling this way.....i hate having to type this in my livejournal but its the only way to get all this out. im not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me....im just saying what i feel and this is what i feel!!!