i just want life to be simple without controversy.

[scars_of_wisdom]

i think the 5 or 6 energy drinks a day are starting to take it's toll. my heart feels like it's gunna explode out of my chest. eh, it'll pass i hope. so i am still my father's daughter. i do whatever i can to make others happy. and for now that's okay. i guess i can put up with little favors and demands here and there. i'm not gunna pick a fight over the little things. considering my demands are much more serious than these little issues.

i haven't told her about friday yet. ha she's not gunna be happy but i'm sure as hell not gunna let that stop me from havin a good time with my homegirls. 3 days. i'm finally gunna be 18. no more gettin picked up as an underage runaway or sittin in the car at smokin joes. but it also means no more fights as a minor. so i need to make a list of all the bastards i need to kill before saturday.

this groupie hasn't heard any tegan and sara sing alongs in a long fuckin time.