theres no way the new year will be better than the last. i couldn't have asked for better time spent
so i was a little bummed to hear skiing was canceled. no one wants to go. but i've decided i'm gunna break outta this strange funk i'm in. there's only a few days left of break and i refuse to dwell on bullshit. like i said i'll live in the moment and see where shit goes. thinking for some reason only upsets me. pessimistic. maybe we won't end this year the way i thought. together or not we'll all be okay where ever we end up. this is only a few chapters in.
i handed my dad 75$ today. told him here's insurance money. i know $10,000 - $75 is still a ridiculous amount but he knows how hard i hard to work this week to be able to do that. i told my mom forget about tuesday. "but you've worked so hard these past few days. take the money and treat yourself to something special." that's the first advice i've ever taken from her. brian's back. god help me if i fuck this up.
i hope all goes well tomorrow night. no tears, regrets or arguments please. a night just like old times. and smiles all around.
i handed my dad 75$ today. told him here's insurance money. i know $10,000 - $75 is still a ridiculous amount but he knows how hard i hard to work this week to be able to do that. i told my mom forget about tuesday. "but you've worked so hard these past few days. take the money and treat yourself to something special." that's the first advice i've ever taken from her. brian's back. god help me if i fuck this up.
i hope all goes well tomorrow night. no tears, regrets or arguments please. a night just like old times. and smiles all around.