Why does everybody Hate me?!
Okay well since the last time i updated this thing I have been inlove with chris and Peter and Andrew now like me......I listened to depressing songs not too long ago and drank a little bit of vodka and i called chris and he wasnt home and i called my ex Charles and hes like "im in ocean city" so i was like ok ill let you go then and i asked him if he could call me back later (i was sounding alldepressed i guess) and hes like "no" so i was like ok bye......why does he hate me? God i was crying n shit nhe couldn't even talk tome for a minute or even callme back in a little bit to try to cheer me up some.....And Chris hasn't called me since friday....hes been out with my ex Jesse since friday night....knowing Jesse he prolli told Chris some fucked up shit about me or something so Chris prolli hates me now too....Everybody is turning their back on me right when things in my life are starting to get somewhat decent....i hate this....i hate life