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((sigh)) Well I haven't updated in a while cuz I've been crazy busy and stressed. These last couple weeks have been partly fun, and partly really crappy. The moving has been tough. I'm doing it kind of one thing at a time. But I'm getting tired of driving back and forth with no air conditioning. Ugh. But next Saturday I'm moving out for good, and I'll be SOOO RELIEVED. I almost thought I was gonna get stuck in College Station this week and have to spend my birthday all alone cuz I had no one to feed my horse. But I got that all worked out, THANK GOD.
I've got a lot of stuff to figure out now...stuff about my future and what I'm gonna do. I feel like I'm living in a snow globe and someone keeps shaking it. I know a bunch of things are about to change, and I don't adjust to change very well. At least not right away...so I know I've got some tough times ahead. Mostly Dustin leaving. And then after he leaves, getting used to him being gone. I think I may take next semester off school too...it's just too much right now. I know everyone says if you take a break, there's a chance you'll never go back. But I'm sure that I will. I've got 4 years under my belt, so there's no point in quitting. I just...feel so overwhelmed right now. I want a breather. We'll see. I already know that with or without school, this is gonna be a really tough year.
22. Who knew life could get so complicated?
I've got a lot of stuff to figure out now...stuff about my future and what I'm gonna do. I feel like I'm living in a snow globe and someone keeps shaking it. I know a bunch of things are about to change, and I don't adjust to change very well. At least not right away...so I know I've got some tough times ahead. Mostly Dustin leaving. And then after he leaves, getting used to him being gone. I think I may take next semester off school too...it's just too much right now. I know everyone says if you take a break, there's a chance you'll never go back. But I'm sure that I will. I've got 4 years under my belt, so there's no point in quitting. I just...feel so overwhelmed right now. I want a breather. We'll see. I already know that with or without school, this is gonna be a really tough year.
22. Who knew life could get so complicated?