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DRAMA.
I have been ignoring Nikki and everything she has talked to me about the past couple of days. She wants to come out here for my birthday. It would probably be fun and all, but I know what the end result would be. I feel bad for blowing someone off...But then again I don't really feel all that bad because she's done it to me twice when she went back to Nick. That right there allows me to not feel guilty for my actions. Yeah I know it's wrong. Yeah I know I hate it when people do that to me, but at the same time this girl finally gets some of her own medicine. She's fucked me over before and now she'll know how it feels.
I don't know if this had anything to do with Nikki, but I had a dream last night about Lisa. My god. It was one of those dreams where you wish to god the person was there right next to you when you woke up so you could tell them everything wonderful that happened. The only problem is, Lisa's married. Ah the agony.
I need to find someone new who just rocks my world. Even if I can't have them..it's better to dream about someone single than someone married.
I have been ignoring Nikki and everything she has talked to me about the past couple of days. She wants to come out here for my birthday. It would probably be fun and all, but I know what the end result would be. I feel bad for blowing someone off...But then again I don't really feel all that bad because she's done it to me twice when she went back to Nick. That right there allows me to not feel guilty for my actions. Yeah I know it's wrong. Yeah I know I hate it when people do that to me, but at the same time this girl finally gets some of her own medicine. She's fucked me over before and now she'll know how it feels.
I don't know if this had anything to do with Nikki, but I had a dream last night about Lisa. My god. It was one of those dreams where you wish to god the person was there right next to you when you woke up so you could tell them everything wonderful that happened. The only problem is, Lisa's married. Ah the agony.
I need to find someone new who just rocks my world. Even if I can't have them..it's better to dream about someone single than someone married.