Mar 30, 2005 09:38
yeah.....definitely getting caught up....um....oh well...it won't last anyway so it really does not matter. Nothing ever lasts. It is a simple fact of life. If you work at it than it might last...if you are not willing to...than just have fun with it while it does last. oh well. I just fed........last night....a lot...that was fun....so i am really energized...i needed the healing energy anyway...i hate stupid stuff. they canceled my surgery for my lungs and so i have to make another one. And I had another siezre....again...so i am going to go in for that......and because it is summer my sun allergy is getting worse. stupid stuff. I went to a tarot reading to find out if I actually HAD to go to the doctor or if i could just wait it out (you know how much i hate to go to the stupid doctors) well....the stupid cards said that it is a must that i have to go...oh well...sorry for complaining...